Monday, November 12, 2007

Adios Summer

As Laura and I raked leaves and cut back dead flowers this past weekend I couldn't help but think back over the last six months and what has transpired. The summer started out hot and kept me working long days which kept me safe and sound on the ground. I rode my motorcycle quite a lot and had some really memorable rides and a high speed very close encounter with a tree that made my life pass before my eyes. I got to paddle a handful of times and I flew less than ever. Don't get me wrong all in all it was a great summer loaded with memories to last a lifetime. I spent more time with loved ones and family than usual and spent a lot more days hanging out at home or at the shop doing things that make a difference in overall performance. I've learned to get back to what got me where I am. The concrete business is my true money maker and passion I am always working towards bettering my service and craftsmanship while getting it done in a timely manner. I have noticed a downward trend in my ability to do this while teaching paragliding and have fought to keep some sort of balance and happiness. I'll physically and mentally strain my self all week to be able to teach all weekend. I have learned that this is a very unhealthy trend as I am helping no one when I am worn down. Would I like to quit teaching? No. I would like to teach less and slowly remove myself from the scene and fly for myself more. Sounds simple yet with new instructors that have substandard curiculum, por site knowledge and a complete lack of respect for local people and the hill itself I find a reason to keep my presence if just to help the locals and students that I have taught keep this place alive and stop any wrong doings that I see. It is very difficult for me to stay at the craters when I see this happening and anger will sometimes make me go somewhere else to fly. Yet I refuse to fold and let these guy's come in and cost the entire flying comunity a great site. I may not teach as much in the future however you can count on me fighting to keep the craters a safe, fun and hopefully uncrowded place for years to come.
Tanner